Writing and Dreaming and Reading...

and I always get confused,
because in supermarkets they turn the lights off when they want you to leave, 
but in discos they turn them on.
and it's always sad to go, but it's never that sad,
because there's only so many places you're guaranteed of getting a hug when you leave.
and then on the way home, it always seems like a good idea to go paddling in the fountain, and that's because it IS a good idea.
and were just like, how rousseau depicts man in the state of nature:
we're undeveloped, we're ignorant, we're stupid, but we're happy.

-You! Me! Dancing! by Los Compesinos!

I’m only here because 
I want to twist the structure of my average day

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What a great achievement it was
To find someone who shirks a little self-restraint
I’m a non- believer but
I believe in these dirty little wicked games

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I’m only here because
I feel the day deserves a truly sordid end

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I’ve made some bad decisions, I’ll admit that freely
Its just the lies taste sweeter when they’re wrapped in debauchery 
So drop your map, drop your plans, drop your five separate grams
Because there’s nothing else effecting this lead

Jump into the Fog by The Wombats

You're still dreams away, 

So far away, I can only see,

Your silhouette walking towards me,

And when I wake up I will forget,

Because I'm still dreaming yet. 

When I look at your face I could cry.

I think I have. 

It was for me. 

We had fields of sunshine before,

We had flowers and laughter

We had moments of quiet afternoon

We had each other. 

I miss you very much.

And I hope there'd be time and space for us.

To be part of each others lives.

Because you matter to me.

And I want to be there for you. 

But I don't know how to say it. 

Or keep up with it like others do. 

All I know how to do it stay silent till needed. 

And I am afraid it isn't working.

Because you'd forget I'm here as well. 

By then... I wouldn't matter to you would I?

I want to be more than your hello. 

Once in a while.